would i still toss and turn
i think i should just stop speaking. maybe life would be easier. there would be no need to explain anything, to apologize for things that aren't my fault. i'm sick of telling the same stories, of hearing the same questions. i'm sick of talking.
it's these times that i really miss someone there next to me, someone to count on. johnny helped me move 4 times. the people helping me move tomorrow are my boss and a coworker i have known less than two months.
but life goes on. here i am, getting asked out by 42 year olds, walking alone in the rain, getting locked into stores, seeing my friends play music, riding home on my brother's handlebars, and eating beef jerky on my stoop at midnight.
i'm moving tomorrow and i'm scared shitless.
it's these times that i really miss someone there next to me, someone to count on. johnny helped me move 4 times. the people helping me move tomorrow are my boss and a coworker i have known less than two months.
but life goes on. here i am, getting asked out by 42 year olds, walking alone in the rain, getting locked into stores, seeing my friends play music, riding home on my brother's handlebars, and eating beef jerky on my stoop at midnight.
i'm moving tomorrow and i'm scared shitless.