Someday you will be loved
It's only mere days until the day I feel like I made the biggest decision on my life. No, it wasn't school. No, it wasn't a new job. AND NO, it wasn't Jebus Christ. December 18th; I ripped my heart and soul wide open and let go of love to try something new and different.
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I cannot pretend that I felt any regret
I regret nothing. I look back then, and look to now, and I see how much has changed. I feel more thankful, and I feel more blessed. Times are still financially rocky, but I see by all that. I'm treated so well. I wish I could do the same for Paul.
Cause each broken heart will eventually mend
But I know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet
Although part of me felt empty without Eric for a long time, I've felt like I've made the right decision in all of this. I've heard Eric is changing his life around, and good for him.
You'll be loved you'll be loved
Like you never have known
The memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved
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IN DIFFERENT NEWS: Paul's job was spared, and his building didn't lose any hours, but the other plants lost a few days of work in all of this. I can't help but be thankful. I was looking up online for new houses, new apartments... everything. I'm so glad we won't be having to look into those further.
I think after our wedding we'll be turning around financially. We're so broke, because a big chunk of our money goes to planning monthly. Man, it's only a few months away. I can't believe it.
Maybe someday I'll scan my journals in of me delcaring my love for Paul, and then being engaged on the same day the very next year, and he had NO idea about me, or my journal entries. *sighs*
OKAY! I'll take my sentimental post and leave you all alone. I'm sure you're sick of hearing this rubbish.
HAVE A GOOD DAY EVERYONE!
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I cannot pretend that I felt any regret
I regret nothing. I look back then, and look to now, and I see how much has changed. I feel more thankful, and I feel more blessed. Times are still financially rocky, but I see by all that. I'm treated so well. I wish I could do the same for Paul.
Cause each broken heart will eventually mend
But I know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet
Although part of me felt empty without Eric for a long time, I've felt like I've made the right decision in all of this. I've heard Eric is changing his life around, and good for him.
You'll be loved you'll be loved
Like you never have known
The memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved
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IN DIFFERENT NEWS: Paul's job was spared, and his building didn't lose any hours, but the other plants lost a few days of work in all of this. I can't help but be thankful. I was looking up online for new houses, new apartments... everything. I'm so glad we won't be having to look into those further.
I think after our wedding we'll be turning around financially. We're so broke, because a big chunk of our money goes to planning monthly. Man, it's only a few months away. I can't believe it.
Maybe someday I'll scan my journals in of me delcaring my love for Paul, and then being engaged on the same day the very next year, and he had NO idea about me, or my journal entries. *sighs*
OKAY! I'll take my sentimental post and leave you all alone. I'm sure you're sick of hearing this rubbish.
HAVE A GOOD DAY EVERYONE!