Shit: The year
I fear some God fuck awful news coming Paul and I's way on Friday. Paul called his parents up tonight abou his AAA car stuff, and his Dad mentioned that Paul should be dropping aps else where, because HONDA of AMERICA is making a VERY VERY BIG announcement AGAIN on Friday. I'm sure it's layoffs, because Honda of JAPAN and Honda of EUROPE have already laid off permanent workers, so the last place to cut is... AMERI-fucking-CA! Paul's Dad would know this, because his Dad works in the budgeting department.
This is terrible. I can't help but think awful things, and I can't even think of what to do next. I'm having a horrible time paying bills right now anyway. Part of me wants to give up, get a credit card, and run away around the world, then kill myself, because I will have lived my life and all my dreams.
This is terrible. I thought Paul and I were safe from this fucking economy SHIT! We have no 401K, and we haven't lost thousands of dollars in stocks, or savings, but this would clearly rape and pillage our piggy bank, and send us into the same shit-hole those yuppies and soccer Moms are in.
Will there be a wedding? Fuck if I know. What a shitty time to get married, anyways. I definately didn't day dream this fucked up shit when I was 10 years old.
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But yeah, I'm seriously stressin' right now.
This is terrible. I can't help but think awful things, and I can't even think of what to do next. I'm having a horrible time paying bills right now anyway. Part of me wants to give up, get a credit card, and run away around the world, then kill myself, because I will have lived my life and all my dreams.
This is terrible. I thought Paul and I were safe from this fucking economy SHIT! We have no 401K, and we haven't lost thousands of dollars in stocks, or savings, but this would clearly rape and pillage our piggy bank, and send us into the same shit-hole those yuppies and soccer Moms are in.
Will there be a wedding? Fuck if I know. What a shitty time to get married, anyways. I definately didn't day dream this fucked up shit when I was 10 years old.
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But yeah, I'm seriously stressin' right now.