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I was looking forward to draw in bed tonight.
I had a simple subject and i was sure i was gonna nail it.
Nope. I was drawing for a good couple of hours and it was just one of those nights when nothing goes right. All i manage to produce is shit.
Now it might sounds stupid but it shot my confidence down a lot. I feel like im worthless, that i dont even deserve to do what i do and that i’ll never get better....
I wish i wouldnt put that amount of pressure on myself. Im just having a bad drawing night, tomorrow will be better. But my brain just isnt accepting it tonight.
I had a simple subject and i was sure i was gonna nail it.
Nope. I was drawing for a good couple of hours and it was just one of those nights when nothing goes right. All i manage to produce is shit.
Now it might sounds stupid but it shot my confidence down a lot. I feel like im worthless, that i dont even deserve to do what i do and that i’ll never get better....
I wish i wouldnt put that amount of pressure on myself. Im just having a bad drawing night, tomorrow will be better. But my brain just isnt accepting it tonight.