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I went back to work after Xmas break yesterday. I was so anxious about it, i thought I wouldn’t be able to cope with the social aspect of it. I kept thinking “ I’m not ready” .
But guess what, I was fine.
Fortunately, the two past days at the tattoo studio have been busy but not extra busy, meaning I had time to draw my own stuffs, have cups of tea and chill between customers. I was also lucky enough that no one cancelled or asked to move their appointment. It always throws me out when it happens.
AND, my customers so far have been nice ones. It helps a lot.
Turns out I think I needed the routine back. Maybe having too much time on my hand and no need to go out when I’m not in a great place to start with was just not a good combination for me.
I know I’m gonna feel very tired, but it feels good to put make up on my face in the morning again and start drawing again ( for some reason, i haven’t been able to draw AT ALL for the past 3 weeks). Let’s hope I make it through the week still feeling like this.
Ps: really I should have learn not to eat a whole pack of blueberries in one go by now.
But guess what, I was fine.
Fortunately, the two past days at the tattoo studio have been busy but not extra busy, meaning I had time to draw my own stuffs, have cups of tea and chill between customers. I was also lucky enough that no one cancelled or asked to move their appointment. It always throws me out when it happens.
AND, my customers so far have been nice ones. It helps a lot.
Turns out I think I needed the routine back. Maybe having too much time on my hand and no need to go out when I’m not in a great place to start with was just not a good combination for me.
I know I’m gonna feel very tired, but it feels good to put make up on my face in the morning again and start drawing again ( for some reason, i haven’t been able to draw AT ALL for the past 3 weeks). Let’s hope I make it through the week still feeling like this.
Ps: really I should have learn not to eat a whole pack of blueberries in one go by now.