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So what’s happening in my life a bit.
I spent Christmas in France with my mum and i was really looking forward to have a week off at home in the uk when I came back.
But life is weird and it didn’t exactly go according to plan.
My brilliant plan was to de clutter and rearrange my home, dance with my pets, and play video games.
The problem is, since I came back i’ve Been locked in a stress coffin. Even worse than that really. I’ve been missing my parents, i’ve Been anxious to the point of not breathing properly, I absolutely can’t cope with human interaction and it’s been horrible.
The result of all that is i’ve Been procrastinating A LOT. I’ve been spending most of my time in my bed, which is my safe place, feeling exhausted, watching things that I don’t care about and play some games ( that part was good but I finished my game now).
But today I feel a bit better.
I looked at my craft/pole/chill room ( which has been a mess and really stressed me out for the past 4 days) and i just said fuck it, if I can’t find a place for stuffs just yet ( I’m waiting for new shelves to be deliver), i’ll Just shove everything in a box and clean. It took me 15 minutes. I’ve been freaking out to the point of crying for 4 days. Well, to me that’s a huge step and it made me feel so much better.
Can’t guarantee the rest of the day isn’t gonna crash and burn but hey...
Ps: lj is helping a lot too actually. I went on fb this morning and instantly hated it. So much adverts.
I spent Christmas in France with my mum and i was really looking forward to have a week off at home in the uk when I came back.
But life is weird and it didn’t exactly go according to plan.
My brilliant plan was to de clutter and rearrange my home, dance with my pets, and play video games.
The problem is, since I came back i’ve Been locked in a stress coffin. Even worse than that really. I’ve been missing my parents, i’ve Been anxious to the point of not breathing properly, I absolutely can’t cope with human interaction and it’s been horrible.
The result of all that is i’ve Been procrastinating A LOT. I’ve been spending most of my time in my bed, which is my safe place, feeling exhausted, watching things that I don’t care about and play some games ( that part was good but I finished my game now).
But today I feel a bit better.
I looked at my craft/pole/chill room ( which has been a mess and really stressed me out for the past 4 days) and i just said fuck it, if I can’t find a place for stuffs just yet ( I’m waiting for new shelves to be deliver), i’ll Just shove everything in a box and clean. It took me 15 minutes. I’ve been freaking out to the point of crying for 4 days. Well, to me that’s a huge step and it made me feel so much better.
Can’t guarantee the rest of the day isn’t gonna crash and burn but hey...
Ps: lj is helping a lot too actually. I went on fb this morning and instantly hated it. So much adverts.