Jul 04, 2006 23:08
Happy fourth of July people!!!
It was so awsome. so many ilegal fireworks in our neigborhood. they were really scary kind too. they would explode and it'd be really cool yet scary. i didn't get any sleep the past few days cause I've been up watching so many movies that I bought.
anyways I was looking up what I did in the past years on July fourth, but all I found was a bunch of emo baby whiny crap. wow was I pathetic or what?
please tell me if you remember how cry baby I was. you know, when you get your heart broken it really turns you stupid. crazy huh.
so i'm so exhausted and I'm sooo ready for bed, but I want to write a chapter for my story, but right now I'm too tired to think, so i think I will go on to bed.
I just wanted to wish everyone a happy fourth of July, and let everyone know how cry baby i was months back, and wow, that was lame how I sounded.
Like I think I wrote something along the lines of "My life is pretty much over, my heart has been torn out and I have nothing to look forword too. I'd kill myself but that's the pussy way out."
Oh god! how annoying! just hearing those words come out of my mouth make me want to punch myself haha.
Okay I'm done. I've embarressed myself way too much last year. at least I grew up!!