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[spooky795]

you know, it's funny how quickly things can change. everything goes from being good to sucking big time. and i know it's probably me and i'm just overreacting, but i'm starting to realize now that some people never change. no matter what way you look at it, they're always going to be the same person that they were. if they hurt you once, chances are they will do it again. i don't even think it's worth it anymore to get worried about. i just keep pretending to be happy or whatever and not care, but it's tending not to work anymore. i should probably forget about, considering i don't even really talk to my old friends, but it still kind of sucks. i mean you see all of your other friends who stayed in contact and hang out all the time together, and i'm not included. but i have only myself to blame for that and i hate that it went that way. this is kind of sporatic, but whatever i'm not going to spend a lot of time on it because i doubt it means anything to anyone anyways. end emo moment.

thursday i mel invited myself and her over to allies. we spent the night.














i love that hat.


at the beginning of the summer, mel and i were the same color. she tanned outside everyday and i did not because cancer=bad in my books.


mel and i went shopping after for 5 hours. it was intense, so we got smoothies!




mrs d!!


i returned my camera to costco the other day because of the huge crack in the back of it. they gave me back the $260 spent for it. any ideas on digital camera in the $260ish range? i miss my camera. =( i will have to use a disposable for cedar point, but i guess that's better anyways considering i'd just lose it or something.

i love dancing to the format.