as the collapse of Western society approaches, smoked beef products give Mr. Seitz peace of mind...
hey Mira, what's the name/band of the song that goes "they will see us waving from such great heights, come down now they'll say. They will see us waving from such great heights come down now but we'll stay."?? I really love that song.
Anyway, it's been one of those...well, however long it's been. I've lost track. Few months, I suppose. The point is, this is one of those things where you don't know how you feel. I'm ecstatic, depressed, giddy, guilty, awestruck, frustrated, and overjoyed. I am simultaneously flying and sinking, and I'm beginning to speak in badly constructed melodramatic prose! ARG! Why!? Why can't I just forget about it? It's funny. The thing that I'm getting hung up on is not what I was afraid it would be. Infact, it's barely even factored in at all. Amazing how one little comment can spark me to finally get this whole damn thing out in the open, even if I do choose to be cryptic about it. Something I've been struggling with for months now, and only now am I even hinting that it's in my head. Why? Will it help? Does it change anything? Do I feel better? No.
Anyway, it's been one of those...well, however long it's been. I've lost track. Few months, I suppose. The point is, this is one of those things where you don't know how you feel. I'm ecstatic, depressed, giddy, guilty, awestruck, frustrated, and overjoyed. I am simultaneously flying and sinking, and I'm beginning to speak in badly constructed melodramatic prose! ARG! Why!? Why can't I just forget about it? It's funny. The thing that I'm getting hung up on is not what I was afraid it would be. Infact, it's barely even factored in at all. Amazing how one little comment can spark me to finally get this whole damn thing out in the open, even if I do choose to be cryptic about it. Something I've been struggling with for months now, and only now am I even hinting that it's in my head. Why? Will it help? Does it change anything? Do I feel better? No.