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I ratted on her.
Stupid.
I ratted on me too.
double stupid.
im the bad guy again...again and again and again
Once strained relationship shattered...probably
i am worried.
she'll just tell me i sound like a faggot.
yeah, probabaly i do...
an after school special faggot.
i did it cause i love her.
she wont care.
im sorry.
...
fuck
i dont fucking care anymore...i am sick of being the go between, always the fucking bad guy. FUCK YOU! you make me do this, and you dont care that it KILLS me...it fucking KILLS ME! this isnt like "dont tell that it was me who broke the plate!" this is "dont tell that i am slowly killing myself and fucking up my future." YOU SUCK. Its like you fucking set me up, you knew i was going to crack and you told me anyways, expecting that i would keep your fucking secrets...believe me if it was a "broken plate", i would have taken it to the fucking grave...why do you do this to me?
fuck, i have to go to work and pretend that everythings copacetic.
Thanks.
Stupid.
I ratted on me too.
double stupid.
im the bad guy again...again and again and again
Once strained relationship shattered...probably
i am worried.
she'll just tell me i sound like a faggot.
yeah, probabaly i do...
an after school special faggot.
i did it cause i love her.
she wont care.
im sorry.
...
fuck
i dont fucking care anymore...i am sick of being the go between, always the fucking bad guy. FUCK YOU! you make me do this, and you dont care that it KILLS me...it fucking KILLS ME! this isnt like "dont tell that it was me who broke the plate!" this is "dont tell that i am slowly killing myself and fucking up my future." YOU SUCK. Its like you fucking set me up, you knew i was going to crack and you told me anyways, expecting that i would keep your fucking secrets...believe me if it was a "broken plate", i would have taken it to the fucking grave...why do you do this to me?
fuck, i have to go to work and pretend that everythings copacetic.
Thanks.