(no subject)
- since i know everyone loves it when my updates are poems. i wrote this last night/early this morning while i was laying in sam's bed thinking about waking her up so she could tell me i'm crazy and i need to talk to someone about my fucking (lack of) [normal] sleep issues.
when you say "take a nap" what do you mean?
lay there frightened,
paralized,
staring at the ceiling,
feel every piece of every bone in your small-big body break,
sit straight up,
scan the darkness,
more afraid of nothing,
because you just can't know.
can they see you in the dark?
if you lay there not breathing will it make-up for the shaking?
every creak above your swirling, dizy, aching head creates a last explosion, empty kaboom
is this to get back at you for the things you did today,
the things you'll regret tomorrow
or just because it's funny to someone up above,
a sign they exist and can make even your non-sleeping dream life a living hell.
when you say "take a nap" what do you mean?
lay there frightened,
paralized,
staring at the ceiling,
feel every piece of every bone in your small-big body break,
sit straight up,
scan the darkness,
more afraid of nothing,
because you just can't know.
can they see you in the dark?
if you lay there not breathing will it make-up for the shaking?
every creak above your swirling, dizy, aching head creates a last explosion, empty kaboom
is this to get back at you for the things you did today,
the things you'll regret tomorrow
or just because it's funny to someone up above,
a sign they exist and can make even your non-sleeping dream life a living hell.