Aug 12, 2005 09:54
Good morning, i hope.
Today is Friday..oi.. another week has gone by. The days of summer are just floating away...and i wonder if El Daisy is home.
Today, or at least for the morning, i will be destroying at least 85% of the clothing i own... because a)got a hole in it b) has some sort of stain from most likely dye or bleach c)my boobies wont fit :( d) my jeans are wearing out. so...im going to have like mad fishnet stockings and panties and bra's but nothing really 'outside-ie'. Hoorah for the destruction of past money.
I want skool to come because i actually want to try....All the motivation came much too late.
Danny starts working soon...im happy for him.
I had a dream sprinkled in cocaine.
Theres extacy two blocks away but the guy is a bullshitter...i think.
Theres some spanish music playing in a house while coffee is on the stove and a small dog is laying on a sofa infront of an old man reading the news paper in front of a fan. Outside a car goes by with no music, a plane passes over head, and a little girl is outside ringing the buzzer to her building but it isnt for her apartment. 4 boys are playing basketball, some boys are sitting on a stoop, and the boys that used to play basket ball are on the corner waiting to make transactions with the boys on the stoop. An old lady is passing by with a bag of groceries, the basketball knocks her bag to the floor...Candles and a rosary fall out. Another day on the block.
Hey Ive been talking to Ruben from 116 for mad long... who wouldve thought he did coke and is doin all this n that... n... i dunno... i have a drug fascination... i guess i do have a "love' for drugs...
I want to go to skool... i want to go to skool....I want to play...