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All is not well in Nottingham...
Along with a bunch of others, Danny got laid off cus the company is moving to a new location. There suppose to be opening one in Brooklyn and they said that he should get a call from them within two weeks till august..... well... it was nice while it lasted... giveth and taketh away, u know?
So...lets see...
Went to the Beach with Daisy, Danny, and Rigo. Esther was suppose to come too but she bailed.
It was fun, I got tanned a lil bit, and burned on my back =[... T_T, bye bye my precious palor T_T. I smoked an el with Daisy and Danny. Just a lil buzz, social puffin, no biggie.
Brought some Colombian pixie dust with us to the beach. found out later that Daisy was bothered by that. I didnt mean for that. Coke doesnt do anything for me unless its in big amounts wich is not what im trying to do with my money, even with good connects.
By the end of the day I was tired, fell asleep on the train for a bit. I got to sleep with Danny at home ^_^, i was happy.
In my casita as of late, my mother is such a bitch. Every morning i have to hear some stupid crap about whatever is pissing her off.
I get to see Danny more often. I feel bad about him gettin laid off but hey its not the end of the world. Its sad too cus right before they laid him off he finished making over 15 sales for an extra 30 dollars commission and a DSL sale which is 20 bucks... He made aLot of sales for those people :(... but even people who were there for over a year got laid off... that sux. He gets his last check today. He's gonna try to make some of it grow around here. eh..=\
Im more creative lately, im filling up my sketchbook nicely... yay for the flowing of ideas and passion for art...yay.
My tummy hurts... Im tired and depressed.. im gonna curl into a ball and die.
I am Depressed.
I forced myself to update, i feel like throwing up... I feel hated for some reason....
Ill feel better, one way or another. P.S. I was journal surfin, Daisy has nice pictures, i miss her.... I feel mad far away lately......:(....
I think thats why im sad.... I guess i feel like my friends are leaving me sometimes...
or not even that, as of late I feel like I fuck up in peoples eyes... I feel like the worlds impression of me is distorted to an obscene point where the reflection in peoples eyes are not reflections of me at all....I dont know... Im a sad pollywog... I miss peoplez... I feel as if my value as a friend has gone down.... I guess too its cus i never have any money and my mom started a temp job so i cant get any either, so...its funny... I want to hang out but i cant cus im poor...I dont even have moeny to buy my best friend a birthday present T_T... i just hurt my feelings....T_T...
++++Rainblows++++
Just when the sun came out over my clouds
The four horsemen came trampling over my sunbeams
The rain came apocolyptal
Unto me
Down with Me
Acidity serving me
corroding my hope generously
Along with a bunch of others, Danny got laid off cus the company is moving to a new location. There suppose to be opening one in Brooklyn and they said that he should get a call from them within two weeks till august..... well... it was nice while it lasted... giveth and taketh away, u know?
So...lets see...
Went to the Beach with Daisy, Danny, and Rigo. Esther was suppose to come too but she bailed.
It was fun, I got tanned a lil bit, and burned on my back =[... T_T, bye bye my precious palor T_T. I smoked an el with Daisy and Danny. Just a lil buzz, social puffin, no biggie.
Brought some Colombian pixie dust with us to the beach. found out later that Daisy was bothered by that. I didnt mean for that. Coke doesnt do anything for me unless its in big amounts wich is not what im trying to do with my money, even with good connects.
By the end of the day I was tired, fell asleep on the train for a bit. I got to sleep with Danny at home ^_^, i was happy.
In my casita as of late, my mother is such a bitch. Every morning i have to hear some stupid crap about whatever is pissing her off.
I get to see Danny more often. I feel bad about him gettin laid off but hey its not the end of the world. Its sad too cus right before they laid him off he finished making over 15 sales for an extra 30 dollars commission and a DSL sale which is 20 bucks... He made aLot of sales for those people :(... but even people who were there for over a year got laid off... that sux. He gets his last check today. He's gonna try to make some of it grow around here. eh..=\
Im more creative lately, im filling up my sketchbook nicely... yay for the flowing of ideas and passion for art...yay.
My tummy hurts... Im tired and depressed.. im gonna curl into a ball and die.
I am Depressed.
I forced myself to update, i feel like throwing up... I feel hated for some reason....
Ill feel better, one way or another. P.S. I was journal surfin, Daisy has nice pictures, i miss her.... I feel mad far away lately......:(....
I think thats why im sad.... I guess i feel like my friends are leaving me sometimes...
or not even that, as of late I feel like I fuck up in peoples eyes... I feel like the worlds impression of me is distorted to an obscene point where the reflection in peoples eyes are not reflections of me at all....I dont know... Im a sad pollywog... I miss peoplez... I feel as if my value as a friend has gone down.... I guess too its cus i never have any money and my mom started a temp job so i cant get any either, so...its funny... I want to hang out but i cant cus im poor...I dont even have moeny to buy my best friend a birthday present T_T... i just hurt my feelings....T_T...
++++Rainblows++++
Just when the sun came out over my clouds
The four horsemen came trampling over my sunbeams
The rain came apocolyptal
Unto me
Down with Me
Acidity serving me
corroding my hope generously