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There's this strange pain in my head. it's like a fog, or a thickness, like Sludge in my brain. I can't think through it. It's been there for a few years now. it has it's good days and bad days, but lately it's been mostly bad. Even when the fog isn't there the effects are. All of my art and everything I create doesn't have the same intensity or soul they one did. It's missing the creativity and humor it used to contain. And I don't know how to get it back.
I was almost happy whe blood startinig coming out of my nose and ears, it thought maybe it's finally broken. Or maybe it's gotten to the point where's it done some physical damage and I can fix it now. But no, I was just sick.
Good things have happened too but I don't really give a fuck about them today. maybe tommorow
I was almost happy whe blood startinig coming out of my nose and ears, it thought maybe it's finally broken. Or maybe it's gotten to the point where's it done some physical damage and I can fix it now. But no, I was just sick.
Good things have happened too but I don't really give a fuck about them today. maybe tommorow