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From a psychological standpoint, I wonder if I have more dreams, but I only remember the sexual ones.
Anyway, I spent most of my dream hunting down a porno flick made by some girl I knew. It was weird thinking of her, because our interactions were kind of limited, but she'd gotten my attention in recent days and I think her face (and body) were simply pasted onto a filler spot in this dream I had. (btw, she's not that kind of girl, so it was a little more poignant for memory's sake) It's a bizarre concept but ultimately leads me to believe that I care more about people than what I do in my dreams, and those that I care about will make appearances in the dumbest or foulest of circumstances not because I'm mentally ill, but because my mind wants me to remember these people but my subconscious wants to think about other things. The two crash into each other inside my head and say "It's dark in here" and I get a hell of a weird dream from time to time.
That's my first post for the New Year.
And my New year's resolutions:
1) Continue this dream log for all of 2008.
2) Stop being a douchebag.
3) Take a vacation and see some old friends in Philadelphia (Late February, folks!)
Anyway, I spent most of my dream hunting down a porno flick made by some girl I knew. It was weird thinking of her, because our interactions were kind of limited, but she'd gotten my attention in recent days and I think her face (and body) were simply pasted onto a filler spot in this dream I had. (btw, she's not that kind of girl, so it was a little more poignant for memory's sake) It's a bizarre concept but ultimately leads me to believe that I care more about people than what I do in my dreams, and those that I care about will make appearances in the dumbest or foulest of circumstances not because I'm mentally ill, but because my mind wants me to remember these people but my subconscious wants to think about other things. The two crash into each other inside my head and say "It's dark in here" and I get a hell of a weird dream from time to time.
That's my first post for the New Year.
And my New year's resolutions:
1) Continue this dream log for all of 2008.
2) Stop being a douchebag.
3) Take a vacation and see some old friends in Philadelphia (Late February, folks!)