Dave Withdrawal
Is it over already? Were they really there, a couple hundred feet away from where I stood? The main inspirers, part of the reason I have made it on to this day? Was I really so disillusioned was the fan base that I let it ruin the communion I might have felt with the thousands of them? Did they play one smooth concert, and one bipolar concert? I’ll let the set list for Wednesday speak for itself.
Don’t Drink the Water
Two Step
Granny
Corn Bread
Smooth Rider
Rhyme And Reason
Where Are You Going
Pantala Naga Pampa
Rapunzel
Melissa
Crush
#27
Lie In Our Graves
Ants Marching
What You Are
Louisiana Bayou
Was I really the only one with a huge Happy Birthday Stefan! sign? Come on, guys!
I have a deadening, sickening feeling in my stomach. Now I have to wait another whole year, probably more. Wanna know the weird thing? I just downloaded Live Trax 1 through 11, yet here I am listening to Aphex Twin’s I Care Because You Do. I must be afraid I will grow too sick with longing. Come back to me, lovely wonders! Strangely, I started Chapter Eighteen. It’s been almost exactly one year. Over a year, by about three weeks, as I now check. Time is insane. This Aphex Twin is making me sad. I’ve realized that I can’t face it, any of it. I may as well just curl up and dissipate into the air. I wish I could be one with the universe, like Ryan. I think I will go look up the reviews on this album. On that note, I am sad and I will leave. Dave. I love you. And never again will I admit that, yet it should be obvious from everything I do.