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After a 10 month LJ hiatus, I return. I don't know if I'll actually keep returning, but we shall see. I have my own laptop now and I can update from the comfort of my own bed. Yessss...
I really don't even have anything to talk about. I'm just really really bored. I went and read a few of my most recent updates, and I laughed to myself as I read one of the entries that talked about work...back when I had very first started there. I said, "I changed 3 batteries today! Yessss..." I was just proud of myself because I was very new to the whole watch repair thing. But I laughed just now because yesterday I worked an 8-hour shift and probably changed 15 watch batteries, and did numerous other repairs. Have I really been working there almost a year now? Time flies much too quickly for my comfort.
And yet, at the same time, I REALLY wish it would move a little faster, and that school would start. I still have 2 more weeks before fall quarter. I won't be wishing school were here when it actually arrives. But, that's how it goes every year. I'm just tired of summer. I need to busy myself with school, and I also just want to get it overwith. I'm really anxious for classes to start, so I can actually make progress in my transfer degree, but this also makes me increasingly nervous. For one thing, I don't know how long it is going to take me to get that degree. The last two years have been great, but I never really planned my schedules that well. I just took my usual music classes and then threw in an academic class or two and thought, "Well, I'll be needing this class, or this class, etc." Yeah it was dumb of me, and I keep beating myself up for it. Who knows how long I'll be stuck at EdCC now. I love the music department to death, but I haven't heard great things about the rest of the school. Sigh. It will be a big adjustment to be on the outside of Soundsation looking in. I wouldn't want to be there for a 3rd year, though. 2 years were enough. I definitely wouldn't have the patience to be there for a 3rd year. I would probably turn into some kind uber-wenchy vocal jazz snob.
I hope that this year is going to be alright. I hope that I'll be able to make some headway into my future. It just scares me so much that my future is plagued with question marks. I wish I could turn at least a few of them into exclamation points.
What a strange analogy. I'm so weird.
After a 10 month LJ hiatus, I return. I don't know if I'll actually keep returning, but we shall see. I have my own laptop now and I can update from the comfort of my own bed. Yessss...
I really don't even have anything to talk about. I'm just really really bored. I went and read a few of my most recent updates, and I laughed to myself as I read one of the entries that talked about work...back when I had very first started there. I said, "I changed 3 batteries today! Yessss..." I was just proud of myself because I was very new to the whole watch repair thing. But I laughed just now because yesterday I worked an 8-hour shift and probably changed 15 watch batteries, and did numerous other repairs. Have I really been working there almost a year now? Time flies much too quickly for my comfort.
And yet, at the same time, I REALLY wish it would move a little faster, and that school would start. I still have 2 more weeks before fall quarter. I won't be wishing school were here when it actually arrives. But, that's how it goes every year. I'm just tired of summer. I need to busy myself with school, and I also just want to get it overwith. I'm really anxious for classes to start, so I can actually make progress in my transfer degree, but this also makes me increasingly nervous. For one thing, I don't know how long it is going to take me to get that degree. The last two years have been great, but I never really planned my schedules that well. I just took my usual music classes and then threw in an academic class or two and thought, "Well, I'll be needing this class, or this class, etc." Yeah it was dumb of me, and I keep beating myself up for it. Who knows how long I'll be stuck at EdCC now. I love the music department to death, but I haven't heard great things about the rest of the school. Sigh. It will be a big adjustment to be on the outside of Soundsation looking in. I wouldn't want to be there for a 3rd year, though. 2 years were enough. I definitely wouldn't have the patience to be there for a 3rd year. I would probably turn into some kind uber-wenchy vocal jazz snob.
I hope that this year is going to be alright. I hope that I'll be able to make some headway into my future. It just scares me so much that my future is plagued with question marks. I wish I could turn at least a few of them into exclamation points.
What a strange analogy. I'm so weird.