Oct 27, 2008 22:29
Up until the past few days I have felt very reserved and controlled. I refuse to let myself loose.... I don't know why, but if I don't I think I might go crazy! I need to feel free, and I refuse to let myself be free. This adult life thing is what is keeping me so controlled. I just do the same thing all the time. I have a routine, which isn't a bad thing, but it makes me very predictable. I use to be spontaneous hahaha Those were the days. I was like that 4 years ago or so....
Slowly I will get in touch with my spontaneous wild side again! The sober one that is ha!