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How strange to think how different my life is since i last updated.
Spencer and I were still friends. i was still working at sonny's (and liked it, no less). i hadn't yet begun to worry about being in Florida all by myself when my parents move to North Carolina in the summer, and My sister actually sat next to me at the dinner table everynight.
i just want him to know that i still love him with all of my heart, you will always be my better half, and i think that what i'm doing will be better for both of us.
Presently, i couldn't be more happy that i quit working at sonny's and i am can't believe i stayed there as long as i did.
i wish nothing more than to be able to hug my mom and dad every night before i go to sleep.
and saying more than five words a day to my sister would mean more to be than anything in the world.
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i heard a quote one time that went something like this "Be the initiator of change or you will easily fall victim to it." How very often i have fallen vitim to change even in these past 7 months. so much of my life reminds me of what i read in a book once, when, shouldn't it be the other way around? oh to be in control again.
Spencer and I were still friends. i was still working at sonny's (and liked it, no less). i hadn't yet begun to worry about being in Florida all by myself when my parents move to North Carolina in the summer, and My sister actually sat next to me at the dinner table everynight.
i just want him to know that i still love him with all of my heart, you will always be my better half, and i think that what i'm doing will be better for both of us.
Presently, i couldn't be more happy that i quit working at sonny's and i am can't believe i stayed there as long as i did.
i wish nothing more than to be able to hug my mom and dad every night before i go to sleep.
and saying more than five words a day to my sister would mean more to be than anything in the world.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
i heard a quote one time that went something like this "Be the initiator of change or you will easily fall victim to it." How very often i have fallen vitim to change even in these past 7 months. so much of my life reminds me of what i read in a book once, when, shouldn't it be the other way around? oh to be in control again.