Am I bad luck or what?
Oh. My. Gawd. Life's been pretty bad for me and my family lately. I've been really kinda sorta busy. Been bored too. In the past couple days my dad checked himself into Loma Linda hospital because he had/has an infection in the bottom of his incision and he wanted to get antibiotics and wanted to see if they could do anything for him. He's been there since Tuesday. He had to go into another surgery so they could clean out the infection the best they could but it's still infected and they don't want to send him home yet because he's not better. Because the infection is on his chest really close to his heart and lungs they don't want the infection to get worse. They want to put a pump thingy in him to help clean the infection out quicker but he'd have to stay at the hospital for another 2 or 3 weeks and he would rather come home and have a visiting nurse come by everyday for 3 to 4 weeks that's if he doesn't get sick again. Middle of winter, the chances of getting sick are pretty high. But ok, why not. Yeah I'm not gonna go into that. But my mom is driving me crazy. Tanya walked out on the family. Tanya is supposedly talking behind the family's back and saying that we are all hitting her. Hmmm....I'm not sure about that one but whatever. No one's actually hit her and she got lucky, the whole family has been holding each other back from hitting her from how rude she is. I've been holding myself back because I tend to not want to stop until the person is really bloody no matter how bad I get beat up I just want the other one to feel more pain. I have an anger problem. I need medication. How sad. My mom and dad don't believe me. I tell them they're wrong, I can feel my anger boil really easily and one day I won't be able to hold myself back, I bet you anything I'm right too, they told me to shut up. Yeah, they hate me, don't worry. I'm bored, and tired because I didn't go to bed until 2 in the morning last night and didn't sleep well and then had to get up at 9 because the phone rang. My mom got up and asked for coffee and said I could go back to bed after I got her coffee, I gave her major attitude. I almost told her to go fuck herself. You don't tell someone who JUST WOKE UP to do 5 things at once, I will put her on the spot and make her even madder and that would only make me madder and make everything worse, I just told her I was going back to bed and she could make her own damn coffee, without the damn part. She got lucky. I think I'm going to go eat and try to entertain myself throughout the day because God knows I can't go to sleep after I've woken up. Unless I haven't had sleep in a few days. So, like, yeah I guess. Laters yo.