１リットルの涙
“If I were a flower, then now I would be a bud.
I shall treasure the beginning of my youth without any regrets.
This disease, why did it choose me?
Fate. It can't be put into words.
I want to make a time machine and go back in time.
If it wasn't for this disease,
not only I could enjoy falling in love but I also
wouldn’t have to rely on anyone and live by myself.
I really don't want to say things such as 'I want to go back to how things were before.'
I recognize how I am right now, and I will continue to live on.
Therefore I definitely won't run away.
That's what I’ll do. Definitely, always.
Even if it's like that, I still want to stay here.
because this is the place where I am.
If you look up at the sky after falling down the blue sky is also today
stretching limitlessly and smiles at me...I'm alive.
People shouldn’t dwell on the past. It's enough
to try your best in all that you're doing now.
Reality is too cruel, too brutal.
I don’t even have the right to dream.
As i think about the future, the tears will come out again."
... No comment. I'm feeling really sad tonight. I'm trapped in myself. It's horrible, really. The worst place to get caught- there's just no escape.
Ikeuchi Aya passed at the age of 25 years old. 25. Years. Old.
She couldn't even speak by the time she died. No final words. Nothing written. Just death. Even if she were alive now, she would be a shell. No ability to voice what she wanted. It's horrifying. In fact, it scares me shitless. I think the rest of my life is catching up with me tonight. I need to be sad. I hope you're all having a nice day, though.
I shall treasure the beginning of my youth without any regrets.
This disease, why did it choose me?
Fate. It can't be put into words.
I want to make a time machine and go back in time.
If it wasn't for this disease,
not only I could enjoy falling in love but I also
wouldn’t have to rely on anyone and live by myself.
I really don't want to say things such as 'I want to go back to how things were before.'
I recognize how I am right now, and I will continue to live on.
Therefore I definitely won't run away.
That's what I’ll do. Definitely, always.
Even if it's like that, I still want to stay here.
because this is the place where I am.
If you look up at the sky after falling down the blue sky is also today
stretching limitlessly and smiles at me...I'm alive.
People shouldn’t dwell on the past. It's enough
to try your best in all that you're doing now.
Reality is too cruel, too brutal.
I don’t even have the right to dream.
As i think about the future, the tears will come out again."
... No comment. I'm feeling really sad tonight. I'm trapped in myself. It's horrible, really. The worst place to get caught- there's just no escape.
Ikeuchi Aya passed at the age of 25 years old. 25. Years. Old.
She couldn't even speak by the time she died. No final words. Nothing written. Just death. Even if she were alive now, she would be a shell. No ability to voice what she wanted. It's horrifying. In fact, it scares me shitless. I think the rest of my life is catching up with me tonight. I need to be sad. I hope you're all having a nice day, though.