To Put It Nicely...
I AM FINISHED WITH LOVE.
Completely done. Finito.
I shouldnt say that though because I know I will fall back into it again.
But I have seen that Chris is a complete jerk.
Its quite retarded that he can dance with me one dance and then just think, "Shes not worth it".
And I looked like quite a dork at the dance sitting against the wall looking depressed.
And glaring at him, Brenda (but I could care less because I know Brenda loves me. =D), Callie, Kristen and Shannon.
I know, Im the jealous girl type. Get over it.
Beyond the point of tears. So much that it just hurt inside. And no tears came.
I know that he likes evry girl except me. And probably likes Andra.
I am OVER-JOYED that I danced with her that last song. It was fun and I honestly thought, because he was looking at us, that he wanted to dance with me.
And I was heart-broken to hear it from Andra that he wanted to dance with her.
I couldnt look at him when Nick asked for his headphones. Thank you Satan for hoodies.
So, I have decided that I live for drama.
I know I said I hated it but school isnt interesting without all the little dramas going on.
Jenny was right, we live for gossip and drama. Its just what girls do. Thats what we live for.
Brenda and I made up. She said she didnt know why she made at me.
Well, scratch that. Shes pretty much pissed at me now. Oh well, more drama for Rachel.
Hooray.
Completely done. Finito.
I shouldnt say that though because I know I will fall back into it again.
But I have seen that Chris is a complete jerk.
Its quite retarded that he can dance with me one dance and then just think, "Shes not worth it".
And I looked like quite a dork at the dance sitting against the wall looking depressed.
And glaring at him, Brenda (but I could care less because I know Brenda loves me. =D), Callie, Kristen and Shannon.
I know, Im the jealous girl type. Get over it.
Beyond the point of tears. So much that it just hurt inside. And no tears came.
I know that he likes evry girl except me. And probably likes Andra.
I am OVER-JOYED that I danced with her that last song. It was fun and I honestly thought, because he was looking at us, that he wanted to dance with me.
And I was heart-broken to hear it from Andra that he wanted to dance with her.
I couldnt look at him when Nick asked for his headphones. Thank you Satan for hoodies.
So, I have decided that I live for drama.
I know I said I hated it but school isnt interesting without all the little dramas going on.
Jenny was right, we live for gossip and drama. Its just what girls do. Thats what we live for.
Brenda and I made up. She said she didnt know why she made at me.
Well, scratch that. Shes pretty much pissed at me now. Oh well, more drama for Rachel.
Hooray.