Apr 22, 2006 12:26
MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willedand highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts othersand loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally.Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (leftbrain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sicknessusually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weakbreathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislikebeing at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. Highspirited. Spendthrift.
So this is me. And some of those are crossed out because I dont know what some words mean.
Quel surprise.
So, I've let him into my heart again. What a mistake...
I cant utter a word anymore. Usually what I say is the most retarded thing ever.
And I made the mistake of showing him a comment that I know isn't him.
I had so high hopes it was him...
Its probably some 80 year old petafile. Which is quite depressing.
"Two very hot, very pretty girls...having lots of fun...:)"
I hope to meet this "Chris" in the future. Because, I want to tell him, "Thank you for calling me pretty. You made my day!". And give him a hug.
So, I was gonna vote for "PEDA 2's Sexiest Vegetarian" but, theres too many to choose from.
Andy or Pete?
Possibly Andy because Pete isnt a vegetarian.
Or one of the guys from Silverstein.
I dont know. Im probably not gonna vote.
I feel so weak.
My body is shutting down on me.
Im starting to fail.
The mucus in my throat turns to blood.
And I will faint in your arms.
I'll breathe my final words,
I..love..you.
My eyes roll back and eyelids close over.
My heart has its last beat,
and my body dies.
Im dead,
in your arms.
Why is life so fucking messed up?
how can i say i love you back?