fucked up life of siti humairah s s
life is at its most doomed point rite now
todae i feel like slashing my throat.
unfortunately i dint haf a penknife
if i had, then the last time u saw me will be the last time u saw me
todae my life felt as if it was going to end.
i just felt tht sudden desire to jump of the staircase's window
but i thought twice anyway... so i decided not to.
i hate myself. and you!
ive neverrrrrr learntttttt
i never did learn to LOVE..
wad issit like to love?????
i donoeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..........
its more like infatuation.
yes it is. i tink its the same for u too.
bah. i made someone upset.
ive learnt something tht i call depressed and stressed.
ive learnt wads the difference between the two words
im not stressed. skoOlwork is god damn fine with me
im DEPRESSED. i tink its quite dangerous for me rite now
noeing tht i am a person, a virgo, who cant control my anger
i wud just hafta depend on my conscience and how aware i am to the surrounding
if im not careful, i'd be dead by now.
unlike other ppl who gets depressed easily, im different
i get depressed rarely but my depression may turn out to be a serious case of Borderline Personality Disorder.
i shall just persevere with myself. with my character. fucked up character.
ppl get tensed every other time. i dont. but i am.
im very disappointed in myself.
i cause a lot of destructions in this world
without me, there mite be a possibility tht half the world's corruption wont exist.
and ive got prove. i did a mistake. mistakes
and i'm going to find a way out of them. and to solve them
even if it means losing my identity.
this mite be the last time u see or hear of ME.
the next time, i may be a different person
god noes whether the change will be a positive or a negative one.
god pls help me. i dint mean to. but i made it happen. its all done.
u may tink im psycho. but i wish n0t to be. im not.
im a bitch. i shall remain to be a bitch as long as i live
nothing's rite.
everything' not wrong either.
it's just me.
humairah u suck. reallie. u do.
todae i feel like slashing my throat.
unfortunately i dint haf a penknife
if i had, then the last time u saw me will be the last time u saw me
todae my life felt as if it was going to end.
i just felt tht sudden desire to jump of the staircase's window
but i thought twice anyway... so i decided not to.
i hate myself. and you!
ive neverrrrrr learntttttt
i never did learn to LOVE..
wad issit like to love?????
i donoeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..........
its more like infatuation.
yes it is. i tink its the same for u too.
bah. i made someone upset.
ive learnt something tht i call depressed and stressed.
ive learnt wads the difference between the two words
im not stressed. skoOlwork is god damn fine with me
im DEPRESSED. i tink its quite dangerous for me rite now
noeing tht i am a person, a virgo, who cant control my anger
i wud just hafta depend on my conscience and how aware i am to the surrounding
if im not careful, i'd be dead by now.
unlike other ppl who gets depressed easily, im different
i get depressed rarely but my depression may turn out to be a serious case of Borderline Personality Disorder.
i shall just persevere with myself. with my character. fucked up character.
ppl get tensed every other time. i dont. but i am.
im very disappointed in myself.
i cause a lot of destructions in this world
without me, there mite be a possibility tht half the world's corruption wont exist.
and ive got prove. i did a mistake. mistakes
and i'm going to find a way out of them. and to solve them
even if it means losing my identity.
this mite be the last time u see or hear of ME.
the next time, i may be a different person
god noes whether the change will be a positive or a negative one.
god pls help me. i dint mean to. but i made it happen. its all done.
u may tink im psycho. but i wish n0t to be. im not.
im a bitch. i shall remain to be a bitch as long as i live
nothing's rite.
everything' not wrong either.
it's just me.
humairah u suck. reallie. u do.