LIFE.....& FRIENDS
Well today has been one of those days...(again)
Sometimes all I think I have in life worth living for is...D, C,& A
They are all I have!
I try so fuckin hard to have friends...but in the end "I" am the one who gets the shitty end of the deal...ALWAYS!@
So its kinda like this...WHO NEEDS FRIENDS ANYWAY RIGHT...FUCK EM
I have been hurt soooooooo many times by "so called friends"...and I have only had 1 that hasnt hurt me yet...(Roobydoo)....!!!!! She has been the only one so far...and then theres Lisa...who I often wonder about...should I get her tangled up in my mangled web any farther?? Shes so sweet and been thru alot in her young life...YOU r so STRONG..! More than you realize!
What do u do when you have "friends" in your life that dont want to try to make it work? Who LIE to you? Who u care about..but they dont? This here is the reason I dont like to have them...I dont like to let myself fall for new ones and get close to them...BUT FUCK ME.,..cause I did it again...
2 ppl now that I have gave a chance too and opened up to and BAM...
DUMMASS ME...well not again..My fuckin feelings arent out there to be "cut" in half. I AM A FUCKIN HUMAN BEING....I HAVE FEELINGS AND YEA,, THEY DO GET HURT.....
WHAT FRIENDS U WERE.....THANKS!
Boy..Im so glad I dont cut....its hard on ppl who dont cut also. I mean cause we dont have a way to release it all...it just stays there,,held in..ready to explode.
THANK YOU D~ for being my rock! You have always guided me in the right direction....
Always!!
I CHERISH YOU...
with all that I am...U made me who I am today...
With a simple touch from your hand, a look in your eyes when you know im hurting, a HUG
...I LOVE YOU!....
Sometimes all I think I have in life worth living for is...D, C,& A
They are all I have!
I try so fuckin hard to have friends...but in the end "I" am the one who gets the shitty end of the deal...ALWAYS!@
So its kinda like this...WHO NEEDS FRIENDS ANYWAY RIGHT...FUCK EM
I have been hurt soooooooo many times by "so called friends"...and I have only had 1 that hasnt hurt me yet...(Roobydoo)....!!!!! She has been the only one so far...and then theres Lisa...who I often wonder about...should I get her tangled up in my mangled web any farther?? Shes so sweet and been thru alot in her young life...YOU r so STRONG..! More than you realize!
What do u do when you have "friends" in your life that dont want to try to make it work? Who LIE to you? Who u care about..but they dont? This here is the reason I dont like to have them...I dont like to let myself fall for new ones and get close to them...BUT FUCK ME.,..cause I did it again...
2 ppl now that I have gave a chance too and opened up to and BAM...
DUMMASS ME...well not again..My fuckin feelings arent out there to be "cut" in half. I AM A FUCKIN HUMAN BEING....I HAVE FEELINGS AND YEA,, THEY DO GET HURT.....
WHAT FRIENDS U WERE.....THANKS!
Boy..Im so glad I dont cut....its hard on ppl who dont cut also. I mean cause we dont have a way to release it all...it just stays there,,held in..ready to explode.
THANK YOU D~ for being my rock! You have always guided me in the right direction....
Always!!
I CHERISH YOU...
with all that I am...U made me who I am today...
With a simple touch from your hand, a look in your eyes when you know im hurting, a HUG
...I LOVE YOU!....