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Worst 1 monthaversary that i can remember.
Sick today, didn't go to church. Talked to Beth briefly tonight, she is so beautiful! But i'd say the talk didn't go so well. Annaliese was waking up, said she had to go, i said i love you, did some kissy faces, said goodnight, and she hung up on me :-/. That hurts. But...
Love keeps no record of wrongs.
Sometimes i feel like letting God do His thing in my life makes me weak. I know He makes me better, but lately i can't help but feel like it makes me weak, like an increasingly difficult weight to lift inside me is going to crush me if i don't "explode" and overcome it. If my patience runs out, and i still give patience, it can feel like an imploding star that turns into a neutron star: insanely dense & heavy. Yet, Lord, i need Your help! Be with me tonight! Be with Beth, Gabriella, and Annaliese. Be with me as i go into work at Vaughn tomorrow, and help me remember Bethany's words, to laugh at adversity & speak You over my situation. I love You Jesus. I love her.
Sick today, didn't go to church. Talked to Beth briefly tonight, she is so beautiful! But i'd say the talk didn't go so well. Annaliese was waking up, said she had to go, i said i love you, did some kissy faces, said goodnight, and she hung up on me :-/. That hurts. But...
Love keeps no record of wrongs.
Sometimes i feel like letting God do His thing in my life makes me weak. I know He makes me better, but lately i can't help but feel like it makes me weak, like an increasingly difficult weight to lift inside me is going to crush me if i don't "explode" and overcome it. If my patience runs out, and i still give patience, it can feel like an imploding star that turns into a neutron star: insanely dense & heavy. Yet, Lord, i need Your help! Be with me tonight! Be with Beth, Gabriella, and Annaliese. Be with me as i go into work at Vaughn tomorrow, and help me remember Bethany's words, to laugh at adversity & speak You over my situation. I love You Jesus. I love her.