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Is it really that hard to just listen when someone talks to you? And not just listen, but actually absorb the things that they're saying to you. It's not asking that much, and it's so fucking frustrating that you can't even do that. Especially when it's something I'm so happy about; you don't even care enough to remember. You're too busy thinking about your own goddamn self. I'm in such a shitty mood right now. And you can't even seem to understand what the problem is. Little things matter. And often those things that seem so little to you, are so significant in the other person's mind. I sit and listen to your boring, longwinded stories about your job... this guy did this, and that guy pissed you off, and you did this today. I do it to make you happy, because it's nice to have someone listen to the little things that you need to vent about. I actually HEAR and ABSORB, and even try to CARE about the things that you're saying DESPITE the fact that it BORES THE CRAP OUT OF ME. Why can't you just try to return the favor?? YOU MAKE ME SO FUCKING FRUSTRATED.