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lowki - closed fist cases, braced with rope knot basics. bonds bound by full decks laces, except minus the aces. make shift spaces, shifted by make shift faces. a minds time will age it, while in mine its latent...
i think im goin crazy, simply its just maybe. lately ive been stressin over this lady. im gettin a lil spacey, a calm soul seem just a lil hazy...
im trippin, just slippin. dont know where im gettin to. wut to do, not much left to do...strap on them glasses this is gonna be educational.
if i knew what i wanted...maybe itèd be clear, but i fear what i may realize...what truth may appear. ive been shedding tears, silent ones that none can hear. i smile real wide as if in good cheer.
sad and depressed, doesnèt seem much is left. one life down, one to go...already full of regret.
hating this feeling, its not too appealing feels like a vamp latched on and stealing. now a blood loss,
its 4 am and i cant sleep, been layin here in bed. wish i could go to sleep except whats left in my head. stressing real bad, i wish i had a voice.
seconds passing by and im absorbed in it. sixty pass by and thats just the first minute. the night is still young...
ok, i just cant write right now. i keep tryin to get my mind clear by writing...watevcer and thats getting me evcen more frustrated. how corny is everything up there. fk, i wish i had a cleaer mind, iève been tryin to go to sleep for hours, and its... 4:44.
all i want are answers, all i need are answers. but answers ièll never get. no real answer that means much. trivial, everything so trivial. things that mean soemthing, force itself to mean lil. things that mean lil just disappear...everything isnt as it should be...or maybe it is...im ranting and my fingers r just typing random thoughts that seem to occur. this really seems to be the best form of medication for me. no real thinking, nothing beyond the next word ill type. i got this shitty ass laptop that has all these funky ass characters. so doint mind the gramatical errrrrrorrrrrss...
erfghjkjhdgsfgfgdgff
i give up
i think im goin crazy, simply its just maybe. lately ive been stressin over this lady. im gettin a lil spacey, a calm soul seem just a lil hazy...
im trippin, just slippin. dont know where im gettin to. wut to do, not much left to do...strap on them glasses this is gonna be educational.
if i knew what i wanted...maybe itèd be clear, but i fear what i may realize...what truth may appear. ive been shedding tears, silent ones that none can hear. i smile real wide as if in good cheer.
sad and depressed, doesnèt seem much is left. one life down, one to go...already full of regret.
hating this feeling, its not too appealing feels like a vamp latched on and stealing. now a blood loss,
its 4 am and i cant sleep, been layin here in bed. wish i could go to sleep except whats left in my head. stressing real bad, i wish i had a voice.
seconds passing by and im absorbed in it. sixty pass by and thats just the first minute. the night is still young...
ok, i just cant write right now. i keep tryin to get my mind clear by writing...watevcer and thats getting me evcen more frustrated. how corny is everything up there. fk, i wish i had a cleaer mind, iève been tryin to go to sleep for hours, and its... 4:44.
all i want are answers, all i need are answers. but answers ièll never get. no real answer that means much. trivial, everything so trivial. things that mean soemthing, force itself to mean lil. things that mean lil just disappear...everything isnt as it should be...or maybe it is...im ranting and my fingers r just typing random thoughts that seem to occur. this really seems to be the best form of medication for me. no real thinking, nothing beyond the next word ill type. i got this shitty ass laptop that has all these funky ass characters. so doint mind the gramatical errrrrrorrrrrss...
erfghjkjhdgsfgfgdgff
i give up