OHMYGOD LIVEJOURNAL.
I havn't even thought about livejournal for ages. So, um. Hi internet.
Things are alright.
The paper is going well, even I have no friends because it sucks away all of my time. I don't even see the boys I live with anymore. It's pathetic, actually.
I'm graduating in two months, which is exciting and terrifying. I hate Boone, I'm ready to get out. I've had a lot of shitty times in that town. I hate that I see the people I don't want to be/am not allowed to be within fifty feet of EVERY DAY. I need to get to a place where that doesn't happen.
My dad is really, really sick. Worse than usual. He was internally bleeding last week, had three surgeries and is not recovering well at all. Tomorrow we are probably getting the news we've all been waiting for and dreading, and they'll put his name on the transplant list. His liver is probably shutting down. My mom sat me down today and told me everything and we cried and she said we're all really scared, him especially.
So, I don't know. That's that. I'm applying for 'big girl' jobs, and I'm trying to make it to Europe this summer, but I can't afford it. So we'll see.
Love!
Things are alright.
The paper is going well, even I have no friends because it sucks away all of my time. I don't even see the boys I live with anymore. It's pathetic, actually.
I'm graduating in two months, which is exciting and terrifying. I hate Boone, I'm ready to get out. I've had a lot of shitty times in that town. I hate that I see the people I don't want to be/am not allowed to be within fifty feet of EVERY DAY. I need to get to a place where that doesn't happen.
My dad is really, really sick. Worse than usual. He was internally bleeding last week, had three surgeries and is not recovering well at all. Tomorrow we are probably getting the news we've all been waiting for and dreading, and they'll put his name on the transplant list. His liver is probably shutting down. My mom sat me down today and told me everything and we cried and she said we're all really scared, him especially.
So, I don't know. That's that. I'm applying for 'big girl' jobs, and I'm trying to make it to Europe this summer, but I can't afford it. So we'll see.
Love!