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[spoiltmyheart]

Someone told me yesterday that wanting something to change one hundred percent
and actually knowing how to try
were two different things
and change was something
we needed to decide
if we wanted.
Oh dear
i realise some people just don't have it that easy
That here i can cry out with my lame excuses
watch others complain how useless their lives are
and then i look at you and your smile and forget that your world is one day going to be like the sky falling down on me.
Because the spark thats there
is going to be dampened down
by family shaming and whatnot. And the impersonal link thats grown running pretty deep
is going to have to turn the light off and go to sleep.
.x.