Oct 16, 2005 13:27
Okay, well. Today is my birthday. So far, I had to take D to work and I called my mom on the way back. She thought I was working until tonight. I came home to play with Anna. Then my grandma called me. She said that she put a card in the mail yesterday, she said my aunt put one in too. I'm just laughing at everything. It kinda sucks, I guess I really am getting older. I say that because every birthday sucks a little more... I guess I should stop getting my hopes up. D and my Mom both said try have a happy birthday. I dunno, maybe its possible. No friends have suggested doing anything that I know of. D doesn't have a clue as usual and none of our family around here have spoken up. So, its just another boring day. The only offer I've had was my boss said she would take me to the movies or something. But that was also when I was crying and having an anxiety attack on wednesday. I can almost never get my sister to watch the munchkin for more than an hour or two. Last year was easier because mom was here. That's when I went to Orlando. Can't do that this year either. Oh well, I guess I'll find something to do...