Ok, can I wake up now?
I am ready go home, back to Jersee where I left the life that was 'perfect.' When I lived there, I didnt have a worry in the world but I dont know. Maybe thats what I blame all the bad stuff in my life on; man it sounds so gay but yea, life kinda sucks right now. It really sucks to lose a best friend, but more then that it sucks to be lied to and be led on. Well yea, thats all I have to say. I miss NJ so much, and I love all my friends there- I always will because I know you guys are the 'real deal.'