Oct 09, 2004 00:28
Bothell Beat Inglemoor ..... no surprise there. LOL.
So met Anthony at the game. OMG. He looked WAY cute. Too bad he ditched me for his sophomore friends. OoOoOoOo, I felt loved alright. Haha. It made me kinda mad that he didn't really acknowledge the fact that I was there. Yeah, he introduced me to a couple of his friends and stuff .... but that was it. He didn't really talk all that much to me. Kinda pissed me off a little. The kid is a hottie and HE KNOWS IT too. When I saw some of the girls come up to him ...... I have to admit, I was a little jealous. And that scares me because I RARELY ever get jealous when some other girl is around a guy I like. Ugghhh, Boys Are Nuts.
Kelly and Tim and I are going to the Corn Maze tomorrow (today) I think I might not go, because I wanted Anthony to come with me, and I sort of invited myself. So ...... I don't know. We'll see.
So I really like Anthony. I barely know the kid. He's a spohomore. I'm a junior. He's a freakin stud and every girl loves him. I'm alright with that ..... sometimes. I HATE THIS!I really do. I hate that I like someone younger than me(a little over a year), and I hate that I can't tell him that I like him.
it's stupid that i'm telling pretty much EVERYONE this stuff .... but i had to get it off my chest.
theres a couple people telling me that i can do SO much better .... but right now i dont give a flying fuck. i like the kid. he doesnt know it. i want to tell him, but it would be akward.
I'll be back later .... I know for sure. lol