Jun 13, 2003 07:23
I am so happy and scared all rolled up into one. I have so many things racing around in my head. First I can't believe that I am really pregnant, because we had decided to wait until January. It is true what they say once you stop trying it happens. I am about 10 weeks along, I had my first doctors appt. this week and all seem OK. Next week I have my ultra sound to be sure. My stomach is already sticking out a bit, I am going to have to tell my family and work really soon. I have a lot of sickness, no energy, all that stuff. I never had it with my 3 girls so again I am wishing for a healthy baby boy. The funny things is at my Dr. Appt there were two ladies who both had three daughters too, but one just had her 4th and it was a boy and the other lady has 3 daughters and she is pregnant for the 4th time too, and she thinks she is pregnant with twin boys! So I hope we have a pattern going on there.
I hope they can see the sex of the baby when I have my ultra sound, I know one of my friends was in her 3rd month and they told her she was having a girl. George is very excited, he is already saying the baby is going to look just like me. I hoping it looks like both of us, but with his size noggin he has a little peanut head.....hahaha
I was lucky enough that George is makeing good money at work so he told me I could work part-time so I am, didn't need to tell me that twice. The job I was at was a great job, but my boss was just a bitch. I will work part-time for awhile, but I do want more hours it feels funny only working 4 hrs a day.
I miss all of my journal friends very much. I hate that I try to make contact and then boom I am gone again. Its this damn computer always crashing. I was hopeing to have my new computer by now but someone stole my refund check. So I had to go through this whole process and I am hopeing to have my check in about 2 weeks.
So much more I would like to say, but I better get ready for work. I don't have access to the internet at work yet, but as soon as I do I can write more and keep up with everyone.
Laters
~~BESOS~~