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monday and tuesday i had practice till 5. came home and did nothing. tuesday at school i found out that my friend got hit by a van and was in the hospital. so after practice i called his cell phone and his dad answered and we talked for a little and then he gave me the number for the hospital so i called and talked to joe. he said he was doin fine and we talked for like an hour but then he was passin out from the morphene so i let him go and said i would talk to him the next day. well i was sapposed to go see him on wed. but we get all the was up to delray hospital and they were like no he left this morning. so i called him and like we worked out a plan for me to go up to loxahachee (where he lives) and visit him. didnt do anything on thursday. yesterday i went to a party and got SOO trashed. i was so drunk lol. i was fallin everywhere. i got into a fight wit natalia and then later we worked everything out. so were str8 now. last night i slept over solanges house and i came home at like 10. my dad took me to joes and i got there at like 12. omg i was soo happy to see him. when i got pulled up i saw him and he had the biggest smile on his face and it jus made me feel so good to see him smile and to see him, he is so lucky to be alive. he looks really bad. his left leg is broken and he has 5 pins in his left foot. he has a titanium plate in his left arm and he broke his wrist. he has 8 staples in his head and his whole face is scratched and scabbed up. and he is missin a tooth and a half. he looks like he is in so much pain. i saw pix of him that were takin 2 days after the accident and he looked so much worse. i cried when i saw them that jus broke my heart. we were talkin and i jus started cryin. it was soo hard to talk to him without cryin. he was in soo much pain and u soulc see it everytime he moved and i just couldnt take it. i was afraid to touch him or anything. we were cuddling in his bed and we watchin t.v. and we listen to music and we jus talked and stuff. my dad got there at like 7 to pick me up and we didnt leave till like 7 45 cuz he was tryin to fix his comp. when i was gettin ready to leave my dad was like ill wait for u in the car. and i got up and joe got up and he hugged me and i hugged him and i gave him a kiss on lips but it was cute cuz it was like soft so i wouldnt hurt him cuz his face is all messed up like i said b4. well im gettin ready to go out bak wit my family and were havin a fire and shit so im out.