I guess...
So. Marty gave me a ring on a Thursday a couple weeks ago. Must've been the 21st or 14th. Probably 14th. I don't know. He told me that he wants to marry me. But he didn't get on his knee and propose to me. The ring is a ring that his mom found and nobody claimed so she got to keep it and she gave it to him. He said it's not *THE* ring. (which is kind of nice lol). So we're not engaged. But he told me to tell people that it's a promise ring and not an engagement ring. I told his stepmom and she said "She's kind of old for that, Marty." lol.
I'm happy. I want to marry him. I want to wake up with him and eat breakfast with him and kiss him goodnight after spending 1 1/2 hours arguing over who has the most square inches of the mattress. He's successful, he owns a home, he has a trade, he doesn't have any terrible habits, he knows everything about everything, and he can do anything I ask of him. He doesn't LIE to me. I try to catch him in lies all the time and never has it happened.
My parents love him. His parents like me (I think). He said that he didn't know his dad didn't like Amanda Otte until after he had officially broken up with her after dating her for I think two years. His mom also told me that she hated her and she was scared she was trying to get pregnant and Marty would be stuck with her forever. Marty didn't know she didn't like Amanda, either lol. So I think his family is pretty good at pretending. I know I can be a bitch and loud sometimes but... Oh well.
On memorial day weekend we went to his stepbrother's house who is married and has 2 kids the youngest was turning one. I think about having his kids and what we would name them every once in a while when I see a really cute kid behaving well or something. But then I think about sleeping in together on the weekends and having breakfast in bed in peace and quiet and I'm over the kids thing lol. I don't know. I don't honestly think Marty would be a good father. I think he would spend time with his kids and teach them lots of things but he doesn't have the patience to listen to children. He is like my dad was and he's just like how his dad still is today. They don't care what all the noise is about they just want everybody to shut up and go to their rooms or kick them outside for 8 hours lol. He would spank his kids but I honestly think that if you raise your kids with boundaries and discipline that they will have enough respect to behave enough to not have to spank them. But I don't know. I'm just a kid.
But I'm happy.
I'm happy. I want to marry him. I want to wake up with him and eat breakfast with him and kiss him goodnight after spending 1 1/2 hours arguing over who has the most square inches of the mattress. He's successful, he owns a home, he has a trade, he doesn't have any terrible habits, he knows everything about everything, and he can do anything I ask of him. He doesn't LIE to me. I try to catch him in lies all the time and never has it happened.
My parents love him. His parents like me (I think). He said that he didn't know his dad didn't like Amanda Otte until after he had officially broken up with her after dating her for I think two years. His mom also told me that she hated her and she was scared she was trying to get pregnant and Marty would be stuck with her forever. Marty didn't know she didn't like Amanda, either lol. So I think his family is pretty good at pretending. I know I can be a bitch and loud sometimes but... Oh well.
On memorial day weekend we went to his stepbrother's house who is married and has 2 kids the youngest was turning one. I think about having his kids and what we would name them every once in a while when I see a really cute kid behaving well or something. But then I think about sleeping in together on the weekends and having breakfast in bed in peace and quiet and I'm over the kids thing lol. I don't know. I don't honestly think Marty would be a good father. I think he would spend time with his kids and teach them lots of things but he doesn't have the patience to listen to children. He is like my dad was and he's just like how his dad still is today. They don't care what all the noise is about they just want everybody to shut up and go to their rooms or kick them outside for 8 hours lol. He would spank his kids but I honestly think that if you raise your kids with boundaries and discipline that they will have enough respect to behave enough to not have to spank them. But I don't know. I'm just a kid.
But I'm happy.