I've tangoed one too many times, the floor's just not for me.
Sooooooooo I've done A LOT of thinking these past two days.
And I've decided two things:
1-What I want and what I need are two VERY different things.
and
2-Sometimes you've just got to wait around for a long time, and see what happens. Despite how you feel, or what you want.
So that's what I'm doing. I've been kind of selfish about something lately, and that's not how I am. So I changed my mind. And I'm being unselfish now?
Yeah.
I love you Courtney Spencer. We should start a club.
Wes called me today. I haven't talked to him in a while.
and I miss hanging out with him.
So I think I'll do some of that next week.
And also I'v got to start planning BFF's birthday stuff.
It's got to be great.
The 15th will be bere before I know it...
so I've got to get started.
Because 18 is SUPER SPECIAL.
And this is the last one he'll be around for :(
I think that's about it. I'm still feeling sickly :\
stupid wether. BAH.
I miss Sarah.
and as soon as she gets back she's got
STUPID EFFING DANCE TEAM CAMP :( :(
So it'll be a while before I get her back.
She always uncomplicates my life.
Not that it's complicated.
I just freak out.
and get WAAAAAAY too into things.
So yeah. I'm going to suck it up and go finish this killing movie.
Because Courtney said I have to finish it.
I just hate killing parts.
I feel like there's something I could do to stop it?
hahaha. I'm retarded.
But I love you. All of you.
<3
And I've decided two things:
1-What I want and what I need are two VERY different things.
and
2-Sometimes you've just got to wait around for a long time, and see what happens. Despite how you feel, or what you want.
So that's what I'm doing. I've been kind of selfish about something lately, and that's not how I am. So I changed my mind. And I'm being unselfish now?
Yeah.
I love you Courtney Spencer. We should start a club.
Wes called me today. I haven't talked to him in a while.
and I miss hanging out with him.
So I think I'll do some of that next week.
And also I'v got to start planning BFF's birthday stuff.
It's got to be great.
The 15th will be bere before I know it...
so I've got to get started.
Because 18 is SUPER SPECIAL.
And this is the last one he'll be around for :(
I think that's about it. I'm still feeling sickly :\
stupid wether. BAH.
I miss Sarah.
and as soon as she gets back she's got
STUPID EFFING DANCE TEAM CAMP :( :(
So it'll be a while before I get her back.
She always uncomplicates my life.
Not that it's complicated.
I just freak out.
and get WAAAAAAY too into things.
So yeah. I'm going to suck it up and go finish this killing movie.
Because Courtney said I have to finish it.
I just hate killing parts.
I feel like there's something I could do to stop it?
hahaha. I'm retarded.
But I love you. All of you.
<3