STOP EFFING CALLING ME DAMAGE

May 04, 2004 17:17

Errr, let's see. I've got a chorus awards banquet on Thursday night (AGAIN) I'm at the library while Wiener searches some mexican something for Spanish Club. I'm singing with the good chorus at graduation. Mother and I are going strappy/summery/wonderful dress shopping for above chorus banquet AND graduation schtuuuff. I look 100% good today and don't know why. ANNNND...Something's wrong with Bethany and she isn't telling me :(

I'm officially majorly crushing on Corey and Andrew Cowles and even though I'm getting little vibes from both of them I have my "Ashley sucks at eeeeeeeeeeverything" complex and KNOW that I suck too bad for things to turn out the way I want them to in either situation... ENOUGH.

So the Michael/Allex thing is starting to bug me in a big way that it totally shouldn't. I MEAN... I'm COMPLETELY happy for my two best friends, but when I KNOW I'm the third wheel and they keep saying it's a threesome I start getting annoyed. AAAAAAAAAAND Allex totally acts different to me now. ANNNND she and Leslie have started their own little 'Sullivan's girlfriends club' and that bugs me when it shouldn't... SO BASICALLY: I'm happy for everyone but it's driving me insane and I'm ticked at myself for being selfish... AND I FEEL LIKE I'M BEING REPLACED IN MY SULLIVAN HOUSE.

In other news: I got new earrings on Saturday, and evidently I didn't leave them in the solution stuff long enough because my middle ear hole in my left ear IS TOTALLY INFECTED... and it hurts like woah. I'm taking TWO HUMOBIGOUS horse pills to make the swelling and infection go down. SOOOOO, My ear is officially it's own person. I'm just waiting for it to sprout eyes, arms, and a mouth to start capturing and eating my friends.

I'm thinking about going job shopping today or tomorrow. Nothing gay, but maybe something small to occupy me for a few hours a week. Definately not somewhere a bunch of my friends work, or a bunch of people work period... I've already got my volunteer fun worked out for the summer. I'm planning on doing two appartment complex outreaches, and definately working at the library some... and helping little kids learn to read. The outreaches are going to take a lot more planning and work than I'm really looking forward to, but I remember last summer and the way I felt after those... I know that since I'm basically heading these two up they're going to mean a whole lot more, and I can make it completely perfect... I just hope I can convince my friends to help me. Teenagers just don't think that hanging out with a bunch of little poor kids all morning is fun anymore... AND THAT SUCKS. (because it really is a lot of fun)...

SO ANYWAY: that's about all for this swell little upditty. Weiner's ALMOST DONE with her Mexican whatever and I get to go spend my parents money now!

WHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

<3 ASH HOLE

P.S. "my pony-tail told me to tell you, to tell your mohawk that it's sort of tilted" isn't a pick up line that works on just anyone... so becareful ladies.
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