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Im happy at the moment that I passed my first semester of my senior year im am just stoked.
I just cant stand being the 3rd 5th or 7th person in a group cause to me thats alway how it is when my friends have a get toegteher im always say nope im not going because 100% of the time im the odd man out. I really feel out of place somtimes. Latley i have really felt different twards soem people. Right now i feell like an old kid hang out with younger kids because i cant find anyone my age. I will say this is true to me. Right now i really regret moving to monterey. Look im hanging otu with juniors not a single one of my close friends are seniors , everyone wonders why i hate alot of the seniors because well i never grew up with them or knew them and when i tried to get to know them they all treated me badly so thats one part of the story. next why do i hate school pride and especially rallys i hate rallys and school functions cause i am never with any friend in there once again the not belonging feeeling. when a rally come i feel sad and i dont want to show up i dont want to be with the seniors cause i know none i dont want to be with the juniors because im a senior so i just sith there and look stupid and dont have fun becasue there is knowone for me to have fun with. this is why i regret moving here i dont feel like i have friends i feel that im a loner and have nothing else to do.
I just cant stand being the 3rd 5th or 7th person in a group cause to me thats alway how it is when my friends have a get toegteher im always say nope im not going because 100% of the time im the odd man out. I really feel out of place somtimes. Latley i have really felt different twards soem people. Right now i feell like an old kid hang out with younger kids because i cant find anyone my age. I will say this is true to me. Right now i really regret moving to monterey. Look im hanging otu with juniors not a single one of my close friends are seniors , everyone wonders why i hate alot of the seniors because well i never grew up with them or knew them and when i tried to get to know them they all treated me badly so thats one part of the story. next why do i hate school pride and especially rallys i hate rallys and school functions cause i am never with any friend in there once again the not belonging feeeling. when a rally come i feel sad and i dont want to show up i dont want to be with the seniors cause i know none i dont want to be with the juniors because im a senior so i just sith there and look stupid and dont have fun becasue there is knowone for me to have fun with. this is why i regret moving here i dont feel like i have friends i feel that im a loner and have nothing else to do.