And so...an amazing new update

Nov 15, 2004 22:33

Whew...I havent updated in awhile o.O Eh well i've been kind of...depressed lately. Me and Duane have been arguing a lot. We always make up in the end...but who knows how long it will keep going like this. I really do love him a lot, but sometimes things are too much for me. Im so confused...Blah.

I miss too many people right now. I want to see Dana, Brigitte (dunno if im spelling your name right or not, lol sorreh =\), David, Tom, Paul, Raina, Brittany and just have a little shin-dig ^^ yeee.

School just keeps getting worse. I got a new Choir teacher so I have to get up in front of the class and sing "My Country Tis of Thee" HA...I dont think so. Mrs. Thornsberry is giving kids who dont finish their homework detentions...gawd. I just want to drop out of school...but I know i'd be hurting too many people but mostly hurting myself. Stupid me being 14...I want to be 18 and move away with Duane. That would be the best.

I think ive been getting so depressed lately is because ive let my past come running after me. I hate it when that happens...it always drags me down. Oh well...i should have expected this..its nothing new.

And now Duane is online, i'd rather talk to him than update this anymore.
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