Go to Heaven (girl!Castiel/Anna/boy!Ruby for familiardevil)
Title: Catch the Wind // Young Liars // Go to Heaven
Mixer: coyotesuspect
Recipient: familiardevil
Rating: PG 13
Warnings/Kinks: some language.
Notes: ))))): I'm so sorry this took so long bb. I've been trying to write something forever, and well, *flaily hands* you know how successful I've been at writing things the last six months. Also, sorry I lied to you about who my person was for this. And for lying about what I was working on today. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. You are perfect.
So this is one full mix containing 9 songs plus a bonus song about girl!Castiel/Anna/boy!Ruby as well as two EPs containing 5 songs each for Anna/boy!Ruby and Anna/girl!Castiel. Twenty songs total, three .zips, three front covers, and two back covers.
Summary: After she becomes an angel again, Anna goes looking for a way to stop the apocalypse. She finds allies in some unexpected places.
(1) We Did It When We Were Young - Gaslight Anthem
I don't remember the good times
I wasn't there when you were kind
And I cannot hold a candle for every pretty gun
We were strangers many hours
And I missed you for so long
When we were lions, lovers in combat.
But I am older now
And we did it when we were young
(2) Catch the Wind - Dala
In the chilly hours and minutes
Of uncertainty
I want to be
In the warm hold of your loving mind.
I want to hide a while
Behind your smile
And everywhere I'd look, your eyes I'd find.
For me to love you now
Would be the sweetest thing,
T'would make me sing
Ah, but I may as well try and catch the wind.
(3) Are You on My Side? - Rogue Wave
I hug the friends, it's just needles and pins
Cavalry's here they just won't let you in
They think that it's Greek when it's Pig Latin
A penned in firefight
But are you on my side?
Are you on my side?
(4) Samson - Regina Spektor
You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first , I loved you first
Beneath the stars came falling on our heads
But they're just old light
They're just old light
We couldn't break the columns down
No, we couldn't destroy a single one
And the history books forgot about us
And the Bible didn't mention us
Not even once
(5) Dark Roman Wine - Snow Patrol
Picking out all the stars that we like
Between finger and thumb
You laugh as you pass me the night
As if it's too fragile to hold
And I fold it so close to my chest
With your hands in my hands
You say this is just how we'll rest until land turns to sand
(1) Hot Knives - Bright Eyes
So give me black light
(Give, give me)
So give me hot knives
Oh, I’ve made love, yeah, I’ve been fucked, so what?
I’m a cartoon, you’re a full moon, let’s stay up
She gave up her existence
To feel everything, dream other’s dreams
Bid farewell to her family
With one ecstatic wave
So let us rejoice
(Let’s rejoice!)
(2) Keep Yourself Warm - Frightened Rabbit
If we have a hormone race
I'm bound to finish first.
Can you see in the dark?
Can you see the look on your face?
The flashing white light's been turned off,
You don't know who's in your bed.
It takes more than fucking someone you don't know to keep warm.
(3) 4th Dimensional Transition - MGMT
I am fire, where's my form?
Whisper crimson I intrude
There's light beneath your eyes
If what they say is true
You are a shadow in fourth dimension
While we drifted we were one
You speak the language of the breeze
Stuck together, I don't like revealing secrets
I'll live inside your lips if you won't laugh
My heaving hands on rotten fruit at last
Fallow fingers, there's a surface I can count on
She'd fit inside my heart and take it over
(4) Young Liars - TV on the Radio
Lonely is all we are
Lovely so far, but my heart's still a marble in an empty jelly jar
I will be calmer than cream, making maps out of your dreams
(5) Easy - Voxtrot
Yes I am here, waging battle with this version of myself
I right my wrongs and think how things used to be, yes I do
All the hours past, the body pressed to the wall
Hear you breathe in, breathe out sometimes nothing at all
Can you still hear me now?
The laws smashed I know you like breaking laws
And I hate you, I hate you, yes I really do
But I am here, I am here in the center of myself
And do you still think about me?
.zip of "Catch the Wind" // .zip of "Young Liars"
~*~*~*~
(1) Ezekiel 7 and the Permanent Efficacy of Grace - The Mountain Goats
The clouds explode and then the desert blooms
Someone will need to mop this floor for me
When I emerge I find my car
Like a cathedral in a dream of the future
Drive 'til the rain stops
Keep driving
Pull over and blast off when I get the chance
Clear as an insect's wings in sunlight
Flip on the high stakes radio
Try to sing the words right
(2) I Sing I Swim - Seabear
You left your winter clothes,
And your teeth marks in my skin
And I miss you, even when you're around
I'm a black cloud,
Sending lightning to the ground
So darling please, show your teeth
Just one more dance to help me sleep
Fill the past with friendly nights
Human skin, can be hard to live in
Throw me a dream please, it's been a dreamless sleep
For such a long time, such a long time
You've got a diamond under your skin
(3) Shelter - the xx
I find shelter, in this way
Under cover, hide away
Can you hear, when I say?
I have never felt this way
Could I be, was I there?
It felt so crystal in the air
I still want to drown, whenever you leave
Please teach me gently, how to breathe
(4) Teeth in the Grass - Iron & Wine
And when you give me your clothes
And when we’re lovers at last
And when you give me your house
When we’re all brothers at last
And when there’s nothing to want
When we’re all brilliant and fast
When all tomorrow's are gone
There will be teeth in the grass
(5) No One Would Riot for Less - Bright Eyes
So love me now
Hell is coming
Just kiss my mouth
Hell is here
Little soldier, little insect
You know war, it has no heart
It will kill you in the sunshine
Or just as happily in the dark
I'm leaving this place
But there's nothing
I'm planning to take
Just you
(6) To Kingdom Come - Passion Pit
All this talking pulls my teeth.
I believed in you, so you believed in
Me, I cried out "God"
You dared me in the dark
I felt a hush fall quietly from my spark
(7) Love Lost - The Temper Trap
Our love was lost
But now we found, it
And if you flash your heart
I won't deny it
I promise
(8) What About Everything? - Carbon Leaf
What about the moon and stars?
What about soldier battle scars
And all the anger that they eat?
I am not in need
Get away and come with me
Come away with me and we'll see
If I was right on that night, that our future was made
(9) Go to Heaven - The Pierces
hey, come on
and take off all the clothes that you have on
and make love to me until the sun
comes up
or until we decide we are done
or until all the prayers
that go to heaven get an answer
+ I’m Sticking with You - The Velvet Underground
Anything that you might do
I'm gonna do too
But with you by my side I can do anything
When we swing
We hang past right or wrong
I'll do anything for you
Anything you want me too
.zip of "Go to Heaven"
Mixer: coyotesuspect
Recipient: familiardevil
Rating: PG 13
Warnings/Kinks: some language.
Notes: ))))): I'm so sorry this took so long bb. I've been trying to write something forever, and well, *flaily hands* you know how successful I've been at writing things the last six months. Also, sorry I lied to you about who my person was for this. And for lying about what I was working on today. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. You are perfect.
So this is one full mix containing 9 songs plus a bonus song about girl!Castiel/Anna/boy!Ruby as well as two EPs containing 5 songs each for Anna/boy!Ruby and Anna/girl!Castiel. Twenty songs total, three .zips, three front covers, and two back covers.
Summary: After she becomes an angel again, Anna goes looking for a way to stop the apocalypse. She finds allies in some unexpected places.
(1) We Did It When We Were Young - Gaslight Anthem
I don't remember the good times
I wasn't there when you were kind
And I cannot hold a candle for every pretty gun
We were strangers many hours
And I missed you for so long
When we were lions, lovers in combat.
But I am older now
And we did it when we were young
(2) Catch the Wind - Dala
In the chilly hours and minutes
Of uncertainty
I want to be
In the warm hold of your loving mind.
I want to hide a while
Behind your smile
And everywhere I'd look, your eyes I'd find.
For me to love you now
Would be the sweetest thing,
T'would make me sing
Ah, but I may as well try and catch the wind.
(3) Are You on My Side? - Rogue Wave
I hug the friends, it's just needles and pins
Cavalry's here they just won't let you in
They think that it's Greek when it's Pig Latin
A penned in firefight
But are you on my side?
Are you on my side?
(4) Samson - Regina Spektor
You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first , I loved you first
Beneath the stars came falling on our heads
But they're just old light
They're just old light
We couldn't break the columns down
No, we couldn't destroy a single one
And the history books forgot about us
And the Bible didn't mention us
Not even once
(5) Dark Roman Wine - Snow Patrol
Picking out all the stars that we like
Between finger and thumb
You laugh as you pass me the night
As if it's too fragile to hold
And I fold it so close to my chest
With your hands in my hands
You say this is just how we'll rest until land turns to sand
(1) Hot Knives - Bright Eyes
So give me black light
(Give, give me)
So give me hot knives
Oh, I’ve made love, yeah, I’ve been fucked, so what?
I’m a cartoon, you’re a full moon, let’s stay up
She gave up her existence
To feel everything, dream other’s dreams
Bid farewell to her family
With one ecstatic wave
So let us rejoice
(Let’s rejoice!)
(2) Keep Yourself Warm - Frightened Rabbit
If we have a hormone race
I'm bound to finish first.
Can you see in the dark?
Can you see the look on your face?
The flashing white light's been turned off,
You don't know who's in your bed.
It takes more than fucking someone you don't know to keep warm.
(3) 4th Dimensional Transition - MGMT
I am fire, where's my form?
Whisper crimson I intrude
There's light beneath your eyes
If what they say is true
You are a shadow in fourth dimension
While we drifted we were one
You speak the language of the breeze
Stuck together, I don't like revealing secrets
I'll live inside your lips if you won't laugh
My heaving hands on rotten fruit at last
Fallow fingers, there's a surface I can count on
She'd fit inside my heart and take it over
(4) Young Liars - TV on the Radio
Lonely is all we are
Lovely so far, but my heart's still a marble in an empty jelly jar
I will be calmer than cream, making maps out of your dreams
(5) Easy - Voxtrot
Yes I am here, waging battle with this version of myself
I right my wrongs and think how things used to be, yes I do
All the hours past, the body pressed to the wall
Hear you breathe in, breathe out sometimes nothing at all
Can you still hear me now?
The laws smashed I know you like breaking laws
And I hate you, I hate you, yes I really do
But I am here, I am here in the center of myself
And do you still think about me?
.zip of "Catch the Wind" // .zip of "Young Liars"
~*~*~*~
(1) Ezekiel 7 and the Permanent Efficacy of Grace - The Mountain Goats
The clouds explode and then the desert blooms
Someone will need to mop this floor for me
When I emerge I find my car
Like a cathedral in a dream of the future
Drive 'til the rain stops
Keep driving
Pull over and blast off when I get the chance
Clear as an insect's wings in sunlight
Flip on the high stakes radio
Try to sing the words right
(2) I Sing I Swim - Seabear
You left your winter clothes,
And your teeth marks in my skin
And I miss you, even when you're around
I'm a black cloud,
Sending lightning to the ground
So darling please, show your teeth
Just one more dance to help me sleep
Fill the past with friendly nights
Human skin, can be hard to live in
Throw me a dream please, it's been a dreamless sleep
For such a long time, such a long time
You've got a diamond under your skin
(3) Shelter - the xx
I find shelter, in this way
Under cover, hide away
Can you hear, when I say?
I have never felt this way
Could I be, was I there?
It felt so crystal in the air
I still want to drown, whenever you leave
Please teach me gently, how to breathe
(4) Teeth in the Grass - Iron & Wine
And when you give me your clothes
And when we’re lovers at last
And when you give me your house
When we’re all brothers at last
And when there’s nothing to want
When we’re all brilliant and fast
When all tomorrow's are gone
There will be teeth in the grass
(5) No One Would Riot for Less - Bright Eyes
So love me now
Hell is coming
Just kiss my mouth
Hell is here
Little soldier, little insect
You know war, it has no heart
It will kill you in the sunshine
Or just as happily in the dark
I'm leaving this place
But there's nothing
I'm planning to take
Just you
(6) To Kingdom Come - Passion Pit
All this talking pulls my teeth.
I believed in you, so you believed in
Me, I cried out "God"
You dared me in the dark
I felt a hush fall quietly from my spark
(7) Love Lost - The Temper Trap
Our love was lost
But now we found, it
And if you flash your heart
I won't deny it
I promise
(8) What About Everything? - Carbon Leaf
What about the moon and stars?
What about soldier battle scars
And all the anger that they eat?
I am not in need
Get away and come with me
Come away with me and we'll see
If I was right on that night, that our future was made
(9) Go to Heaven - The Pierces
hey, come on
and take off all the clothes that you have on
and make love to me until the sun
comes up
or until we decide we are done
or until all the prayers
that go to heaven get an answer
+ I’m Sticking with You - The Velvet Underground
Anything that you might do
I'm gonna do too
But with you by my side I can do anything
When we swing
We hang past right or wrong
I'll do anything for you
Anything you want me too
.zip of "Go to Heaven"