Emotionally hurt/disappointed Dean
I am looking for emotionally hurt Dean stories (e.g. codas for 5x16, 9x07) that deal with Dean's disappointment when he learns of Sam's view of their childhood/brotherly relationship - which is quite different from Dean's. Just stories showing how alone Dean has been his whole life and how he just cannot model through anymore.
(please no samulet fix in which Sam's the hurt one! if someone's emotionally hurt it should be Dean)
possible themes:
Dean's nighmare = Sam leaving while Sam being happy to be on his own; Dean "sacrificing" his childhood/life to protect Sam while Sam's only learning to appreciating it recently.
If there's one in which Dean's beating himself up for failing to protect Sam (e.g. 2x22), great!
sad ones very welcome, a bit of a happy ending would be nice though.
gen or wincest - doesn't matter. Thanks so much!! :)
(please no samulet fix in which Sam's the hurt one! if someone's emotionally hurt it should be Dean)
possible themes:
Dean's nighmare = Sam leaving while Sam being happy to be on his own; Dean "sacrificing" his childhood/life to protect Sam while Sam's only learning to appreciating it recently.
If there's one in which Dean's beating himself up for failing to protect Sam (e.g. 2x22), great!
sad ones very welcome, a bit of a happy ending would be nice though.
gen or wincest - doesn't matter. Thanks so much!! :)