specific fic!

[nattalven]

hello!
i am looking for a fic i read a while bac on fanfiction.net its about 15-20 chapters
in the first chapter dean gets shot and sam gets kidnapped
dean survives and goes back to town where he meets a sheriff
sam gets questioned about demon blood and such
then dean gets posessed by a demon and sam is forced to drink his blood (dean gets traumatised)
its not very dean positive
it ends with dean getting thrown off a cliff i think
its gen
thank you