specific old sam/dean h.p. lovecraft-ian case-fic
Hey all!
I have been searching for this fic for weeks, and will therefore be terribly embarrassed (and awestruck) if someone finds this in seconds with superior Googling powers. I'm pretty sure this fic was written before AO3, which means I probably found it on an author's site or on lj somewhere.
This fic is an old one - written well before Castiel and the onset of angels and demons and whathaveyou. It starts off as an eerie case-fic where Sam and Dean are investigating something (I've long forgotten what) in a Massachusetts coastal town. I can't remember if it was Innsmouth or not, but the story definitely was an homage to the Old Ones. The story itself was incredibly creepy, and culminates with Sam and Dean realizing they are in over their heads and have been lured by the townspeople into becoming some sort of offering to the evil old being that lives in the sea.
Somehow, Sam and Dean end up being separated near the end, and Sam sees the thing in the sea and is possessed or controlled by the Old One (though note that I'm unsure if the author ever refers to it as such or as Cthulhu) while Dean is with the townspeople. Sam/creature returns to town to find that Dean has been prepared for him as an offering (read: drugged to the gills). Sam has sex with Dean, and I think that they both pass out after, and wake up normal and get the hell out of dodge. As they leave, both choosing not to talk about what happened, they stop at a gas station and as Sam watches Dean, he thinks he sees something move in his stomach. There may have been references to the Old One making a child with his offering but I can't remember.
The story may not have been Sam/Dean except for Sam's possession per se, though there might have been Sam feelings during his POV.
I know this sounds cracktastic as all get out, but it was actually supremely scary and well written, and I'd really love to read it again!
So, anyone have any idea what I'm talking about?
I have been searching for this fic for weeks, and will therefore be terribly embarrassed (and awestruck) if someone finds this in seconds with superior Googling powers. I'm pretty sure this fic was written before AO3, which means I probably found it on an author's site or on lj somewhere.
This fic is an old one - written well before Castiel and the onset of angels and demons and whathaveyou. It starts off as an eerie case-fic where Sam and Dean are investigating something (I've long forgotten what) in a Massachusetts coastal town. I can't remember if it was Innsmouth or not, but the story definitely was an homage to the Old Ones. The story itself was incredibly creepy, and culminates with Sam and Dean realizing they are in over their heads and have been lured by the townspeople into becoming some sort of offering to the evil old being that lives in the sea.
Somehow, Sam and Dean end up being separated near the end, and Sam sees the thing in the sea and is possessed or controlled by the Old One (though note that I'm unsure if the author ever refers to it as such or as Cthulhu) while Dean is with the townspeople. Sam/creature returns to town to find that Dean has been prepared for him as an offering (read: drugged to the gills). Sam has sex with Dean, and I think that they both pass out after, and wake up normal and get the hell out of dodge. As they leave, both choosing not to talk about what happened, they stop at a gas station and as Sam watches Dean, he thinks he sees something move in his stomach. There may have been references to the Old One making a child with his offering but I can't remember.
The story may not have been Sam/Dean except for Sam's possession per se, though there might have been Sam feelings during his POV.
I know this sounds cracktastic as all get out, but it was actually supremely scary and well written, and I'd really love to read it again!
So, anyone have any idea what I'm talking about?