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There was a fic that I read a while back that dealt with the aftermath of Dean raping Sam. I remember Dean apologizing but Sam saying they would have to stay in two separate rooms after that. Does anyone recall what it is?

I'm also looking for anything along the lines of Dean abusing Sam, but then feeling guilty for it. Non-con is okay. I'd perfer gen, but I'll take Wincest.

Thanks so much guys!