2 Specific Hurt Sam Fics
Hi all, today I'm looking for 2 old, obscure fics. One was definitely written in Season 2 and the other can't be more than a year older, if that. I'm going to give as many details as possible in the hopes of finding them, so it you don't want to be spoiled just skim.
1/ Written and set in season 2, back in the days when all the boys worried about was the threat of Sam going EVIL. To combat this they do some sort of ritual(off screen) that binds them in some way and gives Dean the power to forbid Sam from going EVIL. They're all smug and think they've beaten YED when he shows up to collect Sam, so he kidnaps them both and chains Dean to a wall and proceeds to torture Sam for a loooong time. Then everything reverts to what it was and YED tells Dean that it was all an illusion, and does Dean want to give Sam permission to turn EVIL or will he do it for real.
2/ Written in sometime in first 3 seasons but set pre-supernatural. Sam (teenager and virgin) is leaving a shop (maybe a book shop) and brushes up against a strange man who is under a spell/curse. The witch who cursed him is somehow able to see Sam and latches onto him. Sam starts having nightmares where the witch invades his dreams and attacks him (maybe rapes him) John and Deam realize what's happening and John goes after the man Sam brushed against after ordering Dean to keep Sam awake. John catches the man, learns about the witch and goes to a forest to kill her. Sam succumbs to sleep and the witch takes Dean's shape pretending to rescue Sam and then raping him. Dean unable to wake Sam take sleeping pills and does something? in an attempt to enter Sam's dreams and save/wake him. John returns after killing/stopping the witch, finds Dean asleep and blames him, Sam wakes up but doesn't tell Dean that the witch used his form to torment him. Somehow it's present day and the boys fight the witch/her ghost? and Dean learns the truth.
I know it's all a bit muddled, but I'm hoping someone will recognize one or both of these fics, cos they've stayed with me all these years, and I'd LOVE to reread them.
Thank you all for helping. (Mods I hope I get the tagging right)
1/ Written and set in season 2, back in the days when all the boys worried about was the threat of Sam going EVIL. To combat this they do some sort of ritual(off screen) that binds them in some way and gives Dean the power to forbid Sam from going EVIL. They're all smug and think they've beaten YED when he shows up to collect Sam, so he kidnaps them both and chains Dean to a wall and proceeds to torture Sam for a loooong time. Then everything reverts to what it was and YED tells Dean that it was all an illusion, and does Dean want to give Sam permission to turn EVIL or will he do it for real.
2/ Written in sometime in first 3 seasons but set pre-supernatural. Sam (teenager and virgin) is leaving a shop (maybe a book shop) and brushes up against a strange man who is under a spell/curse. The witch who cursed him is somehow able to see Sam and latches onto him. Sam starts having nightmares where the witch invades his dreams and attacks him (maybe rapes him) John and Deam realize what's happening and John goes after the man Sam brushed against after ordering Dean to keep Sam awake. John catches the man, learns about the witch and goes to a forest to kill her. Sam succumbs to sleep and the witch takes Dean's shape pretending to rescue Sam and then raping him. Dean unable to wake Sam take sleeping pills and does something? in an attempt to enter Sam's dreams and save/wake him. John returns after killing/stopping the witch, finds Dean asleep and blames him, Sam wakes up but doesn't tell Dean that the witch used his form to torment him. Somehow it's present day and the boys fight the witch/her ghost? and Dean learns the truth.
I know it's all a bit muddled, but I'm hoping someone will recognize one or both of these fics, cos they've stayed with me all these years, and I'd LOVE to reread them.
Thank you all for helping. (Mods I hope I get the tagging right)