Specific Sam Fic
Looking for a fic that I read back when I first got hooked on Supernatural, which makes it about 18 months ago. I believe it takes place a short time before Deans deal comes due. The only thing I specifically remember is that Dean writes down in a journal everything that he want to pass on to Sam and gives it to Bobby to give to Sam after he is gone. Dean then goes missing and Sam and Bobby search for him. Ruby is also in the fic.