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[balmaudaj]

Okay, so I don't quite remember all the details, however, I am pretty sure Dean was sliding through different variations of lives. I also don't really remember a lot of details about the lives except for one where Sam is the older brother. In that version, their dad was supposed to see them and he cancelled. Sam was pissed that their dad let Dean down again and apologized for it. I am pretty sure at first Dean was a little freaked out by the switching in ages, but right before he was forced into another timeline/dimension he really wanted to stay in that world longer.

It was a wincest story I am pretty sure.

And along those lines if there are any stories where the boys either knowingly go through different lifetimes/dimensions/timelines (or unknowingly do it because some higher force wants to see how it all pans out) I'd be interested in that too.