Cas finds God at a soup kitchen in NYC

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The subject line pretty much says it all, but I'm looking for a fic that I read a little while back that I have been unable to find since in which Cas, after having been exploded by Samifer, finds himself in NYC, living in a homeless shelter. I remember there was a homeless guy who he sort of looked after who teaches him to play craps, at one point he visits the Met, and eventually he finds God, who is a goth/punk lady, at a soup kitchen. It was sort of an explanation fic for Cas's response when Dean asks him if he is God.

Thanks all!