I recently read
https://felisblanco.livejournal.com/672910.html (I'm sorry I don't know how to link properly), and it was probably the best fic I've ever read! It was about Jensen and Jared, best friends, and Jensen's in love with Jared, but also has bulimia and a history of self-harm. I won't go into a whole lot more detail for the risk of spoiling it. You should definitely read it if you haven't!
All that to say, I'm looking for similar fics; Jared and Jensen fics where one has an eating disorder and/or self-harms. Sam and Dean is good too! I just loved "In a Mirror, Distorted and Indistinct" so much that I just want fics like that one, so if you have any suggestions I'd appreciate it!
I'd prefer no Wincest or romantic J2, but it's okay if it's in there.